“I thought we had more time…”
~2012
Watched
2012 with adversingko friends last Saturday, and I must say, this line has
struck me the most out of the hundred lines I liked from the movie. It struck me the most probably because
that’s exactly what I thought when you
left…
I
thought we had more time…
I
thought we had more time for marathon texting and chatting.
I
thought we had more time to stroll around Makati.
I
thought we had more time for Starbucks.
And the sleepovers after that. Or the kwentuhans until 4am because of
the effects of coffee and chocolate.
I
thought we had more time to eat - TokyoTokyo, Chef ‘d Angelo, YellowCab,
Dencio’s.
I
thought we had more time to play - GTA, Sims, TapTap Revenge, Hockey.
I
thought we had more time to plan (Birthday outings natin nila Kan instead of
surprises dahil naubusan na tayo ng mga surprises sa isa’t isa, work abroad),
I
thought we had more time for long bus rides and MRT roundtrips.
I
thought we had more time for CR and sakayan meet-ups.
I
thought we had more time para makapagwork together as partners – art© –
perfect combi sana… We even used to talk about it a lot; it could have been a
dream come true if it happened. Kaya
ang saya natin super nung nagka-team tayo officially for the first time nung
Iron Creatives 2 sa Raw School. We we’re too happy to even have a celebration
at Spaghetti House before the competition, ayun natalo tuloy. Ha-ha. We used to
say that work would be just like play if we we’re together. We would change our
perspectives on OTs and love them instead. Free food at tipid pamasahe. =p You bring out the
best in me. My winning ideas in
Raw School are all because of you
because you were there to squeeze out
the best ideas I have. You patiently waited until I finally get it despite your urge to just
dictate me what to do. You know me best, alam mong slow ako
pero you still believed.
I
thought there would more time I’d hear you
say “Kaya mo yan ano ka ba ang galing galing mo para kang tanga.”
I
thought we had more time to dream (Win awards!)
I thought we had more time …
Sad but the actuality is:
We had no more time. It’s over.
No more Sulitxt and OL.
No more Makati walks.
No more Starbucks nights, overnight kwentuhans and
sleepovers.
No more feasting on Tempura, pizza, pasta, and sisig.
No more after work iTouch nights.
No more CR/sakayan meet-ups, therefore no more bus
rides and roundtrips. Derechong
uwi after work. ASAP to avoid staying longer in Makati. The earlier I get home, the
better. Staying in Makati is just
plain torture.
No more partners.
Sad but true, I’ve lost interest in everything now.
So far, I think I’m just doing things just to kill
time, just to survive the day doing something.
No more plans.
No more dreams.
No more faith.
No more time. It’s over.
***
There goes another long, sad post for me.
I know she understands how emo I am ever since, so
what more now right? =p
But im trying… at least for her… I really am.
I guess all I need is…
More time.
